♥ Monday, August 13, 2007 6:19 PM
erm..so bored nw..nw ms teh nv cme so gt relief teacher..hehebut it's like so cool nw cuz cn use e comp..haha..i juz dun noe how to face u nw..it's like..i dun noe how to put it..u juz dun noe how i feel like right nw..weell,no one noes.except myself.i dun noe wat to do nw.i'm realli scare at e same time.nw tat she's gone i'm at a lost i dun noe wat to do i realli miss her alot..but watever i say nth cn bring her back to mi nw.i cn nv hv her back.i asked my mum ytd if she missed her n she said of course.everytime after sch i'll call her straight when i get hme.she's like a mama to mi.nw she's gone it's like my heart is gone nw onli my soul is here.to mi nth is more important to mi other den her.din u noe tat u juz sort of like left mi without mi even noeing?i wasn't even prpared when u juz left mi like tis.i juz felt like ending my life there too , when i saw how urs ended.it's all like a fairy tale one moment we were so happi together e nxt moment u're gone.each time i step into ur room it makes mi sad ,makes mi feel like cryiny,all ur stuff still left at e same place juz like u were alive.sometimes i tend to advoid going to help rm i can't help it..i'm so sorry, but it's juz tat i can't take it..i'm afraid i'll break down any moment.Imiss u n lurve u alway. got some back some of my prelims results alr n it
sux man!!i did so damn badly ,frm bad to worse,guess it's because i hv been slacking lately .i tink i shld buck up cuz it's like 2 more weeks or less to "n" level.gtg for my P.E nw.
*secondary sch:chij st joseph’s convent